The way of things...

Three days since I posted last. Too long!

In less than a week, I should be moving down south to meet up with a good friend of mine. I think this will help things a lot - not only will I have a good deal of spiritual involvement to feed on, but I'll have one of my best friends to screw around with. There's something to be said for best friends.

God showed me today, as I was listening to a teaching on breakthroughs, what He needed me to sow in order to reap a wife that loved me. It had to be something significant to me, something that was costly to lose and of great importance. The only thing that fit the bill was my wife, Danielle. I had to give her up completely - claim her as His, not mine. That's okay, though - He showed me that I was turning in a wife that didn't love me, respect me, or want me, and will be receiving in the future a wife that matches up with me perfectly. That was actually a pretty open-ended revelation, but God has a point. If Danielle isn't the one God has for me and she rebels against God long enough to produce a divorce, then I'm certain that whoever God has for me will be a hundred times better. Still, I do believe that Danielle is destined to walk beside me someday, and I have faith that God will work in her life and save her from the lies that she has been dwelling upon for years.

There comes a point where you just can't struggle, fight, or continue any further. It is at this point that God picks us up and carries us. You see, God can only work in our lives - whether it is to save us from our own destruction or to keep us on the straight and narrow path - when we come to the end of ourselves. One day, my wife will realize this. For now, I am content with the fact that I know it, and that I came to the end of myself a long time ago.

Seek first the Kingdom of God, and you know the rest.

I'm actually not breaking camp right now - I'm preparing to turn in. Night, ladies.